Behind A Joke

When you look in my eyes what do you see?  I know what I see in myself, which isn’t much.    There you go again looking at me like you have the whole world right in front of you.   I get so shocked and confused when you say you care because not in a million years would I ever think I’d be where I am. 


Words never fall out of my mouth , just read the words on the page.   Take my thoughts as an open passage to the real me.   I’m so nervous because nothing good ever lasts, everything and everyone always gives up.   Can’t you see what I am under this mask?


I’d opening admit I hide behind a smile.   I’d hide behind a joke, but inside theirs dark corners and long hallway’s that lead to nowhere.


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