When your faced with an event that changes your forever, you can’t simply go back to the way you used to be.   You try and convince yourself that someone out there understands or would even attempt too, but truth is all you can do is love that person.   Pick them off of the ground.   Shower them with things that like kind words, and simple gestures that show you care.      You can simply forget the simple things that truly bring a relationship to beyond the depths.   We get focused on creating a life, that we forget to actually eventually trust someone to stay in that life with us.

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Convince Yourself

Try to convince yourself that this isn’t what you wanted, can you believe what you’re saying?  Hide away all your demons, that’s a best way to draw the light out.

I say I’m a lost cause. dammed like a demon , hidden keeping away my demons.    The dark is my best friend.   Never willing to see deep down into the known, I can jump into the unknown and it wouldn’t care.

 

I’ve always said that no one will ever understand,  can you just see the depth in my eyes?  Trying to convince myself that nothing is there, even when it is.

Try to convince yourself that this isn’t what you wanted, can you believe what you’re saying?  hide away all of your demons, that’s the best way to draw the light out.

I’d be the first one to say that I’m drowning.  Maybe you’d admit the same, or just watch me go insane.

A World Without

When you’re not around , I see darkness and lacking of motivation, is this what needing someone feels like?  I never wanted to get that far.  I never wanted to rely on anyone else in this world, but you told me it was us against the world.

In the back of my mind I know things never last, it can be doomed from the start.

I called myself a lonely soul never to find someone , you came around and took apart my everything.    I tell myself that this is only a dream because nothing real could ever be this good.   I told myself that I should prepare for the worse.

 

 

Selfish Lover

Look high and low, you take what you want, so give what you take.  I want to give it all too you , but I don’t want to be vulnerable because you see, people always run.

Look high and low, the energy you take is what you keep.   Go slow and have patience. Lets get warmed up, we have all night.   what’s the rush.   You don’t usually leave until the sun comes up.

I want to give it all too you , but I don’t want to be vulnerable because you see, people always run.   Trust is earned, but can be lost with a single thread.  Where is my dignity?  I’m doing things I never thought I’d do.

 

Selfish lover, take your time, slow it down.  Have patience  , keep calm under pressure.  Look high and low, you might find someone jut as bold.